My Love

If only you knew
what you do and the pain,
the pain you put me through
if only I could show you
how you've hurt
my inner child.
I really want to believe
you're the hero I'd always thought you'd be
but the thought always leaves me distraught.
One more drink might be your last.
One more drink just do it fast.
You mean the world to me
if only you knew
I was alone and scared
and punished for being only me

and loveing you